DEPRESSION (Sadness)

Sadness!
The biggest killer behind my smile
A bitter me covered in sweetness
Greatness pulled down in silence
A believer martyred by his own beliefs
Struggling in despair to hide it

I can’t
The tear too bitter
It’s irritating my inner eye
A mist of peppered feelings blinding my eyes
Bitterness moulding around my heart
A better bittered

The option
Silence thought as an option
But it’s a self lit oven baking my inside
The fire so hot melting deeper hopes
Giving up always knocking
The hinges no longer can’t hold the door

I need someone
To talk to
Someone who understands me
Someone to keep the smile going
I don’t think I’m gonna make it on my own
I’m at the urge of letting the universe steer me

©Vickie TheePoet